ABOUT A GUY/s

I don’t understand men… yep.. they were like so flexible that they could be anything… super saint or super evil semua pon ada.. they lie most of the them… it is hard to spot them lying and they also fail to be on time…hermm..

I’ve experienced few relationship in the past… and I am glad that I did not end up marrying them.. hehe.. for various reason.. different reason for different guy… when any relationship end, you will learn something from it.. either bad or good lah tapi mostly bad things.. not to this.. not to that.. blab la bla..

and yes.. still I am.. I don’t understand them…. Working in the environment where most of them were guys gave me different view towards men… nak nak now happened to be half of the men were homo-sexual.. why eh??? Muka ada yang kacak2 tapi mendambakan lelaki jua… what a waste and what an ewwww…. So I got to know both straight and homo and maybe bi-sex…

Tapi nasib la.. most of the guy yang duduk at my working place (so call cubicle) were all straight (except for 1).. huhu and the 1 is so good looking, well-dressed and.. haish.. hensem nokks.. tapi gay noks… and malay ok… aiyo.. tapi aku still harap dia bukan gay (which is susah) and maybe 1 day dia jadi tegak?? Huhu

Why eh??? Why??? Why do they end up becoming homosexual? Frust ke sampai kena tukar orientasi sexual?? And sometimes even married men were having an affair with another guy…. How does the wife feels if the husband is having an affair with another guy… sedihkan.. kalau with another girl is normal lah.. sakit hati but it is normal for a guy menggatal dgn betinas lain.. tapi dengan jantan lain tu pelik sketla…. Kalau betul he prefer to have a relationship with lelaki.. why marry a girl??

So disebabkan kekurangan kaum straight ni.. I bear with straight guy yang kebanyakannya berperangai agak jerk… hermm… like someone said… menjadilah seorang yang memahami… yelah tu.. paham la sgt….

Hehe.. I ada 1 manusia jerk yang aku kenali…. Takpelah ye noks.. hopefully he will get better jobs (yes.. he is having trouble with his job… salary lambat and etc… I am sorry for him sebab still stuck dengan syarikat yang entah hapa-hapa even though it is quite a big company… staff ada ratus2 tapi nak jadi syarikat entah hapa-hapa ok aje kan??)… he still owe me a pair of shoes and few movie tickets… grrrrrr…… sabar ajelah sebab bukan semua benda berada dalam kawalan kita.. not everything is in our control… ada benda yang berada diluar kawalan kita so we can’t control that… kalau kita tak mampu mengawal benda yang berada di luar kawalan kita… we control things that we can control.. kan?? Klasss ko nyah…

Owh and another thing… why and why eh? When a guy insist on asking me out for lunch dinner movie etc.. aku selalunya tidak akan berminat.. kenapa eh??? There is one guy at my office keep on asking me to go out for a dinner la.. lunch la… movie la… tak tau la dia main2 ke apa kan tapi mcm real… always buying food… (orang memberi kita merasa… orang memberi aku bedal le..).. nasi ayam la kuih etc.. mcdonalds tak usah ckp la… ho ho…. Tapi I don’t have any hati utk menerima.. why eh??  Maybe track record dia sebagai 2x bercerai kah?? Huhuhu.. awatlah yang dah menduda 2x plak yang rajin no mengajak…. I told him already.. I prefer (wah ko..) org yg bukan duda (kalau boleh) or of course… I takmo suami orang… you’re not 2^nd hand aje.. but you’re 3^rd hand already.. woo.. tapi dia belum cerai lagi kot dgn 2^nd one.. so.. entahla.. xmo lah aku…. Hopefully 1 day he will stop asking me out…. Aiyo… bila lah beliau akan free untuk movie or dinner lagi.. huhuhu malasla kan nak whining lelebey sbb dah send me home twice.. hahaha… ok la kot eh? Entahlah…

So.. sudah2lah fikir soal lelaki.. baik aku fikir what should I buy tomorrow… wee hoo.. tomorrow gaji!! And I should already now list down thing to buy!!

Wallaweh…

Adios…

L