bias?

minggu ni aku membaca isu sexism berkenaan dengan pemandu wanita adalah pemandu yang teruk. Makanya ramai yang menghentam bung mokhtar itu aka encik zizie itu dengan teruk.. hehe emo sungguh… takpelah.. kita biarkan isu tu… bung mmg suka kontroversi kan? isu2 nakal oleh pihak tooot or tooot mmg tak pernah lekat pada hati aku.. (kecuali isu minyak naik or  etc yg melibatkan aku laa).. i am not a lousy driver... hiks..

today = sabtu 2^nd april 2011… mcm biasa aku kerja.. (yawn...) aku duduk di kaunter… aku duduk di kaunter aku tak akan jadi laydkronik… (tidak boleh) aku jadi cik lizerd.. yeps… a nice person (kot), informative (a bit),  saying hi bagi salam, senyum sokmo (it is easy for me actually in person… lols).. used to it already... (but i can choose not to? :P if i wanted to.. or not.. or yes?? oh! yeah!)

So today I met people.... and one lady… one lady in particular.. she is attending the event today.. I’m not so sure whether I shoud be pissed off or annoyed or.. upset with her?.. I say salam.. but she did not reply (langsung! haramm). She just keep on writing her name (kusyukly) and just take a piece of paper that I gave to her without acknowledging me at all.. her eyes just focusing on what she's writing... while completely ignoring my salam (me myself who is clearly standing in-front of her)... I just keep on looking at her with a hope that she will.. at least look at me and say hi or anything.. never mind my salam.. she might answer dalam hati..(berfikiran baik??)

she just rudely grabbed the piece of paper (from my hand)… and she just left me yang sibok staring at her.. not staring lah… looking at her… she sat down nearby my counter (mcm dapur plak)… and get ready for the.. event??.. I find it agak amusing.. how people could ignore a person totally without talking or at least look at the person when she is clearly not blind or deft.. I did say salam.. I did smile and I did gave her a piece of paper.. I repeat.. she is not deft and blind at all.. (clearly)

so I just ignored her (am I???)… my friend Rahman did a little talk during the event/programme.. I find out that she is a very loud lady.. her voice is agak kuat..  (ikut hp nokia should be maximum ringing tone volume?) yes! very sebab she easily defeats a man with a microphone.. she is indeed a very friendly lady.. i guess so.. by the way she asked question and communicate with others.. in the room... and she did laugh loudly too (too loud maybe =_=) and she keep on smiling while listening to the.. err  Rahman… I just stood there and tegur sapa with others.. I smile.. I gave info and I do the best that a counter lady could do.. hey… it’s the best cause I haven’t got my salary.. and I’m on.. errr “special day” which my mood supposed to be swinging upside down..  not totally kaput but near horrible?? yawnn.

ok back to the unta auntie (she wears unta hijab).. she keep on laughing and sharing jokes.. talking to my friend.. asked question and etc… when the morning session finished.. she went out for lunch & zuhur..  and she came back around 2+.. dekat pintu dia terserempak dengan my friend (Rahman) and she asked him (Hai!! (ceria) Dah makan??) and he answer (a ah.. akak dah ke??) she answer back (a ah.. dah kenyang pon. Hihih yada2).. and when she closed the  door, she continue ignoring me and just sat down among the other participats (2 male??).. actually there are only 5 people attending afternoon session.. (kah kah kah.. funneh)… and right now (when im typing) she is still enjoying her chit chat session with the guys..

Why?? Am I invisible? Is it because I’m a femay-may (female according to Ah Chai).. it is because I’m a kerani kursus and u r usahawan berjaya or maybe a manager from a big corpo?? Actually this is not the 1^st person who ignoring me… I mean during I worked in this place.. there are few others which I totally forgotten about them.. not that I completely forget.. I met too many people here to remember… but I did remember few.. usually I remember a unique one.. or at least the one that I met more than.. 3 times?

Ok the auntie name is Badariyah  Bt Abdul Malik.. I am still waiting for her to acknowledge me… if not.. she will be in my.. errr case study?? Hiks

=_= (not very energetic this afternoon)

But seriously you guys. Will you ignore people like that?? Maybe if you really2 hate that person.. u will… but not me… I felt guilty not responding even tho I hated u so much… I mean in real life. In forum or fb shud be no problem la kan.. cos u dont even know me… in real. . (am i real?? :D) not responding is one of the way to how that u hate people and to show how rude u r.. or at least how stupid u r.... or maybe u cant hear them becos u r deft... or maybe u r using ah eadphone listening to a very loud rock music??? when u r not responding...  people know... 1st thought will be.. U R RUDE!! remember that... 

im writing this not because of im angry ke apa.. it is just that I cant believe theres such person in the world.. I mean here in my world.. and tada. She’s right in front of me for nearly 6 hours already (til 3.38pm).. i've seen so many ignorance.. people ignored me too many times.. in fact some of my family did not respond to me when i'm asking a question or talking to them... the best anwer will be.. i dont know how to respond (after being asked(.... it is still ignoring.. u still can say it to my face.. haha or at least let me know u are listening by doing any gesture or body language.. or even give me a middle finger. i dont mind.. :) seriously.. it is just finger... =_=

i really wanted to see.. whether she will acknowledge me or say thanks (mostly the ladies yang dtg akan salam dengan aku bila nak balik…) or at least tengok aku??? We’ll wait… (3.40pm)

ok.. by 6.. the event finished.. and yeps.. she managed to ignore me for the rest of her shitty day (i aint having any shitty day.. it shud be hers.. lols)... and i've overheard my boss saying that she's a Datin.. and she had a driver.. what car im not so sure.. must be sucks being her driver kan? have to bear with her... at least for.. the whole journey back home.. hahaha (yeah! so what if she is a Datin?? did she poop gold?? na ahhh)

she is 51 years old.. yeps... cause her id was like 60####-10-####.. lols.. i did remember... :)

but i still dont get it.. why she ignored me??? hahahaa

1) gender bias??

2) berlagak/pandang hina

3) she's retard??

4) layd is invisible?

5) she a. datin?? 

6) others. pls state here ____________ (hehe)

choose 1 pls.. :P

oops.. thats her.. hahahahaa

heheh yay! to Datin. thanks a... millionz?... :) 
OMG! u don't know me?? i'm laydkronik.. 
datin=huh??? 
me=NVM..